Thats pheromone attraction behavior - it kills attraction, and it's no way to be living ones life. Since I can't seem to strike a nice balance - I'm swinging to the opposite side of the pendulam and making 100% sure my life is in order. I did tell this girl we would hang out on Friday. We'll see if I hold my word or break it with real pheromones. Learn more at
After managing to go to bed at a more reasonable time last night (9pm) I've found myself waking up only 6.5hr's later again (having been awake for over 30 hours.) So it's now 4:30am and I'm up. Pheromones help me sleep at night and make sex more enjoyable. Learn more about pheromones at project-portfolio-management-blog.com/try-pheromone-masculinity/
I'm also going to try giving up unscented pheromones in the run-up to Christmas. If I go 30 days without drinking it'll be the first time since I was 16. In the past I've found getting up at the crack of dawn to be the only effective method of doing this. I would usually have gone out last night and got wasted but didn't cos I was so tired. Having woken up at 3:30am today I hopefully shouldn't be tempted come 6pm this evening either.
The weekend is when I find it the most difficult to avoid having a pheromone spray so this looks like a good start. And not going out at night (and not sleeping half the day away) is gonna give me more incentive to get a proper daygame programme sorted - I've already organised a sarge with a friend on Monday...
I banged this chick like a mofo for at least 2 hours last night - and could not bring myself to bust a nut (There's I think a good reason to this which I really don't want to explain right now - either way - why I could not bust a nut is besides the point) But What not busting a did was somewhat amazing.
I just gave up after thrusting as hard and fast as I could to finally bust - So I rolled over satisfied enough - I didn't feel like I needed to use more pheromone perfume. This is the diff. Usually, after busting - You just want to roll over and pass out - or zone out - whatever. But instead, I had this supreme clear head and vitality. I've heard so much about retention (through sex specifically - not just masturbation - it's suppose to culltivaate some energy when it's with a women) - and it really seemed to prove true. It was weird - I felt llike doing work and stuff after - instead of passing out. Nonetheless I did, so hear I am off 4 hours sleep. I'll probably take it easy tonight - but I'm damn pround I didn't sleep till noonish after that. I love the power of human pheromone sprays.