Anyways, I feel good about myself for at least doing something yesterday and today...looking forward to improve on that in future nights out. I'll try to do daygame on campus as school starts monday, but I'm thinking that will be a whole different pheromones challenge.
Sounds like true pheromones improvement, what do you think? One thing: When she doesn't want to give her number and makes up an excuse then it's OK to call her on it but make sure to be indifferent about it. Maybe don't use words like bullshit is what I mean. This indeed puts her on the spot and you don't want to pressure her natural pheromones into giving her contact details right?
I feel good about myself for not giving up. Although I know I still will probably feel a lot of anxiety in my next nights out, these little victories keep me going. I totally get what you mean. I think the way I did it puts her on the spot but that's my style. I am a bit "raw and crude". Not in a bad way, but I like to express myself like that. In a way, if she is turned off by it, it's good coz that's who I am in daily life with true pheromones.
But I get the indifference part, and I think I was. Thanks for reading my journal, it's encouraging. Went out wednesday and friday on my own. I was quite uncomfortable and i didnt talk to any girls. I actually think that it kinda got me in a worse mindset although i thought that I shouldn't rely on my friends if they are not free to go out. Using strong pheromone cologne will dramatically help.
I think I am waaaay more invested than the girls before even going to talk to them and that's why i am feeling anxious to approach his pheromones. I also think that I understand this intellectually but not enough emotionally. Going out tonight again hoping to change this.
I hate winter time in my region, went out alone again, the bars and clubs i usually go to were empty. (there are other ones that are packed but i don't have the money to pay the cover right now, so gotta go to places that are free). The places I went to had like 2-3 not attractive girls and others with boyfriends. I still feel VERy uncomfortable going out on my own pheromones production.
Some other pheromone stuff I haven't been consistent with but still working on are dancing, sexual energy mastery, voice and studies lool.