Habit #2 Start with the End in Mind
Nothing new just a friendly reminder and some visualization exercises to help out. I will start lesson 2 of Pmemory tomorrow. I've been sick the past 2 weeks and haven't done any pheromones.
*Edit* Liquid I did some wet jelqs while releasing yesterday and my wanker is sore. If you want more veins and a bigger head definitely start with wet jelqs. It'll also reduce skin stretching.
Oh and I should mention I've started Chad Waterbury's workout "Bodybuilding's Next Frontier" I just got a membership at golds and I'll have enough free time to workout twice a day while I study for boards and look for jobs. I went to a party Saturday night. Now I wasn't a mackdaddy or anything but I will say I felt hardly any pheromone attraction at all. I brought a buddy and I only knew 3-4 people there, of those only one I knew well. I've really been working through my inhibitions by just letting whatever thought I have out. A type of radical honesty I guess I could say. I had a lot of fun and pretty much just did whatever I felt like real pheromones.
I have my NCLEX exam coming up. I haven't exactly studied like I know I should with true pheromones. My parents kept giving me chores or making me go work with my dad all day. I would tell them I need to study and then they would flip out and lay some guilt on me. I have to get over it because if I don't pass that test all the hard work I've done in college won't matter because no hospital will hire me. The worst part is even if I did have time I would be exhausted from working with copulins or couldn't concentrate with alpha pheromones because of how mad I would be at them. Their words would just echo through my head. I don't think they understand how hard this has been but admittedly I haven't studied like I should since graduation. I just have to start putting it behind me and hit the books. I can't let little things like that affect my decisions. I'm just going to view this time as a break after all the studying I did in school. Okay its been 3 weeks time for an update. Nothing much has changed.